*Sigh*

I feel worn out.

My little one has once again forgotten how to sooth herself to sleep and is no longer sleeping through the night. Last night we were up five times. Poor little baby... poor tired mama.

My husband's grandpa was rushed to the hospital yesterday. He is bleeding internally and unless they can somehow stop the bleeding (which so far they haven't figured out how to) he probably wont make it. He did make it though the night last night, which we're thankful for.

Yesterday the hubs, the babe and I were at the hospital from about noon to 6:30. Normally that really wouldn't be too long, but with a 7 month old, it ended up being a long day. It was worth it though. I'm pretty sure A was a good distraction for my grandma-in-law. We'll be going back today, but she's still sleeping. I know she really wont get a good nap again today (at home she takes three a day) so I really want to let her sleep as long as she can right now.

My MIL and FIL, along with all of my MIL's siblings came up from the cities to see their dad last night. I'm glad they all made it because I think there was some pretty nasty weather down there.

I've lost all but one of my grandparents. And all three of those that I have lost were in a hospital before they passed away. I felt pretty mentally prepared for yesterday afternoon, but my husband has never lost a grandparent. He has lost two great grandparents, but he wasn't all that close to either of them. I think it was really hard for him yesterday. Before we left he gave his grandpa a hug and thanked him for taking him fishing when he was little. It was so hard for me to watch my husband have to say what could possibly be his last goodbye to his grandpa.

So if you think of them today, please lift up my husband's family. They sure could use it.